hellooooooooo

i've officially lost my voice, just ask cheryl, and im coughing like a sick monkey with a gag down its throat.

call me a phlegmingo. its gross, i know, but that is what 've been reduced to. i hate these flus..they're so understated..u think its 'just a flu' but sometimes they can cut thru your immune system and reduce you into a slobbering mess of tissues and coughin fits:(

talkin to shawny now..talked to cheryl earlier..i guess the lesson for today is that karma IS a bitch..and everyone will get the lesson they're due. its not in my hands to make that happen but i sure as hell believe what goes around, comes around.

everyone's going out todayyyyy.shawn and all are gonna go china one and then he and mal are gonna watch transformers...cher's meetin KK for drinks at Bq and then she's coffee beaning with ragiiii..i is most jealous. i really wanna go, and i'm thinkin if i dont drink and smoke it should be alright if i just go out for while and come home by 12..but then everytime i even stand up i feel giddy hahahah so yes. i need t be a smart girl and stay the hell home.

popo went for her interview todayyy..good luckkk popo! lovelove!

alrighty...i'm gonna end offf here. gonna try and sleep thing crappy flu away.

mwaaaah

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How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere

Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again
Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive

I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive

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am sooooooooooooooooo tiredddddddd...tired tired lazy bored and tired.

last weekend was super fun laaa...seriously. it was nice amd chilled and laidback, and i think we all had a blasttt. malibuuu, hope u had a wonderful b'day darling..much loveee.

i sooo wanna go back to swiss merchant court tho..i loved the pool there, and the jacuzzi, and the slide!! wahlauuu..hahahha so fun la. i think swiss at cityhall was nice and all, like the room was gorgeousss but the pool, so round..and so crowded..and so cold:( me and ham umped in while cheryl lazed sexily on the chair, and within a minute we were freezing our sad asses off..till me and hamren had to practically run to the outdoor shower and take solace in the hot water hahahahah yeah..so much for our swim!

then at night i napped, cos i hadnt slept after work the previous day and the rest went for dinner and newasia, and then we all played taboo and drank in the room, and then got abit 'us' and went down to chillies for a while, which was quite fun laaa. the next day we woke up late and me and cher explored raffles city for our coke expedition and then we all went home hahah sooo super tiredddd but i had to stay awake so i could sleep by 10pm so i'd be fresh for sch the next dayyyy.

sch was funnn. i LOVE my class..they totally rock la:D

ok laaa...gonna meet my naggy for dinner once he calls. i want yummy cake!

loveeeeeeeeeeee.

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ahhhhhhh i'm NOT sleepyyyy..wtf?? i was sooo tired during tuition and SOO tired after town and even MORE tired on the way home, yet when i got home i had energy to watch all the good monday tv shows like the comedies and criminal minds(which was quite disturbing) and i even baked brownies..then stayed up to give my mummy her meds AND now im blogging.

But i should sleep..cos im so lacking sleep..after work on sat, which i finished around 7am, i went for supper/brekkie with mani and shawn, and then me and mani chilled and then when i got home, i did sum work on my com and then met eli in town arnd 2...then we walked around and gossipped endlessly(which was soooooooo therapeutic i tell ya) and then i met my family for a yummy dinner at buckeroos and then i came home, did more work online and only slept like around 2am on sunday night..

And then i woke up early on monday, read abit and then went for tuition at stef's house..gave the kid sum exam paper to do, played with triston a whole lot, went town to meet thana and nessa and met cher and shawn for a bit..then window shopped and starbucked with thana till ten, met nessa and then went home..and thennn did all the things i wrote above.

AND i still cant sleep. my body's exhausted but my mind is too awake to submit to a much needed slumber:( wat the helllll. i even marked the kids exam paper an hour ago, munched on a brownie and milk, and now im at the patio typing away like a mad woman.

and i need to wake up by two today cos im supposed to go to the beach with sal and then meet thana and jesh at gardens, hopefully, cos knowin me, when i finally do sleep, i might knock out like a cow and only wake up tmw hahah blehhh. lookin forward to today tho..haiyahhhh.

i should sleep soon la.

ohhhh sleep fairyyy, where are you? come give me your daily dosage of sleep juice, NOW.

oooh baby jus called..he's on his way to work. i think of him working at this ungodly hour and now i'm abiiiiit tired hahahah

ok la, going to go shower, again, and then tuck myself in bed and hope i sleep. i hope the BFG gives me sum nice exciting dream today:)

lovelove!

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:(

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i'm soooooo tireddd....which is kinda suprising cos i've been sleepin/lazing around/bumming the whole day. i came back from work(and yesss it was super FUNNNN!) and i slept around 7 am..and i woke up at 1.30 pm to like get a drink, and then i went back to sleep and woke up around 6pm...and since then i've been mooching around the house doing practically nothing substantial with my time..sri came over for abit so he, me and my sis had a couple of smokes outside and then i watched a few comedies and i started on a new book..'the last don'..and now im thinkin, i might check out the movie 'crash' that shawn was going on about that day..it sounds bloody good!

talkin to raine online nowww..i wanna go get some apple tea but i am LAZYY to even leave my room laaaaaaaaa:( hahahaha tmw's gonna be a busy day..got tuition at stef's house till 5 then i'm headin to town to meet the girls for dinner and thennn i got workkk..so im resting all i can today hahahah

okkkkk...off to watch the movieee..love.

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helloooo..

came back from mal's about 2 hours ago..was kinda fun. had some yummy cake thing from ikea(mal's house always has the yummiest food) and i finished my salad for dinner, and then we watched pirates of the carribean..and then fooled around with my camera trying to take candid pics of kaartsy for the dirtydiamond blog hahahha but yess..she's such a cameraphobic so i wasnt really very successful. then mal kept fallin asleep so me and kaartsy started gossiping about all the rubbish we used to get up to..back in the days when SHE used to club and SHE used to drag ME clubbing..hahahaha can u imagine. and all the *ahem* goss as well..then we looked thru all the old pics on my comp..oh my gawd..talk abt memories mannn. hahahah i love chill-out nights at one of our houses. i wish shawny had come tho..then we could have played gin rummy and tabooo...he's always up for cards, i know that for sure. i dunno why the dumbass had to go home..sumtimes i think he forgets he's a girl.

im so hungryyy..my sweet tooth has been activated and im in dire need of sum yummy fooodddieee. like mmmm....i dunno! mudpie from NYDC. the caramelized bananas and vanilla icecream from cafe iguana. mmm any sundae from swensonsssss...OOOHH donuts!!! i want donuts!!!!!!! yummmmmmmmyyyy. sighhhh. i cant wait till i get my pocket moneyy..i'm most brokeness. im so glad i kinda budgeted out the last month, and everythin nicely lasted me heheh:D

okie..i'm gonna go watch sum movie now...this nocturnal thing, im kinda liking it. i love the peace and quiet. oh well.. its just for june, right??

tataaa!:)

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hellloooo...on the fone wit mani now...the poor boy's so sleepy from work la. ok..jus hung up wit him cos hes gonna sleep..Jus talked to mal and kaart..im so excited about tonight..going over to mal's place to watch vcds..its a girls nightttt yayy! i jus showed ragi the dirtydiamond website hahhahaha..we're gona have a dirtydiamond pet of the month award...so fun! so all the guys..as in the bf's and the sorta-bf's..start out with 100 points..and if they screw up and make us wait or like anything that makes us unhappy, we minus points..and for all the good things they do, we add points..so the pet with the most points gets a pressie at the end of the month hahahahahah! so fun!
and yes shawn..you're a pet. muahahhhahaha

i should go get ready soon..i actually stuck to my diet today..had jus a cup of oats and milk in the morning and now i had the same for dinner. which sounds like little but considering that i was sleeping most of the day..its not so bad right?

ohhhh mani sounds most cute when he's sleeping and talking..i jus called him to ask him about sumthin and he was mumbling away...awwww. he's indeed a dirtydiamond pet la:)

la la laaaaaaa....mal's in town wit the rest...she's gonna fetch me and kaart soon..im a bit sleepy..going to go watch some comedies on star world to amuse myself. will update laterr..byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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i caaaaaannnnntttttttt sleeeeep now. i dont understand whyyyy. i took my meds and they're supposed to make me drowsy and just earlier i was feeling SO exhausted but now i have this new found unwanted energy again:( dammnniit. and i have this sudden urge to go to amk library and finish up the book i was reading last sunday. but of course, that, i'm too lazy to do la..theres no way i'm leaving my bed, let alone my house. ooh and im hungry...and today's monday..the fist day of my official healthy food diet. like i dont wanna get all psycho and lose too much weight but i definitely think i need to eat healthier..like more fruits and water and i'm gonna detox and not drink for a bit..dont even want to actually..but yess..now that my diet has started, i'm craving the fried mars bars from far east and the calamari and quadro cheese pizza from BQ bar. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. why why why. NO. i shall restrain myself.

ok..hahah i know i'm gonna sound mad but im actually tired again..gonna lie back down on my pillow and hope i fall asleep soon.

love!:)

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i'm sooooo tired..think i'm gonna finally hit the bed. i stayed up to watch CSI which was finally showing at 4am, but then i got sidetracked by HBO signature..and i ended p watching Bring it on-all or nothing, which rockkkeeeeeddd. damnn those american cheerleaders are bloody amazing..i wish i could do the stunts they did man, right now i would give anything to go back to secondary sch/poly and try some of that stuff. sighhh. its so sad that we inevitably have to grow older and fatter. why, if i was still a flyer and some of the guys in my squad had to carry me now, i think they might break their arms. hahaha moo seriously tho, if i tried any of that stuff now i think i'd like puke. and yeah..break another toe. hah.

ok well..i better go sleeeeppp..the meds are makin me sleepy again.

love you alllllllll!

mwaaahhh:)

Labels: does it have to be all or nothing?

hey ho. hey ho hey ho hey ho.

i have waaayyy too much energy la. its almost 3 am, and i'm extremely hyper. and there's nuthin good on tv till 4am, cos CSI has been pushed forward cos of some stupid fighting show on AXN. bloody hell. sumore my toe's like worse today...dunno what i do in my sleep la but everytime i wake up it feels like its been thru hell and back.

i'm trying to entertain myself online...talkin to delanoooo and kumarrr and trying to sort out my picassa..cos there's waaay too many fotos..and i need to get rid of some to save space on my harddrive. how how howww??how to choose what to delete??maybe i should jus delete all the gross pics of myself first cos mr.shawndass seems to have them all o his msn anyway hahah hmppphh. :(

ok..im thinkin...maybe i should go to the patio and do some work. i'm completely lookin forward to tmw. was supposed to go stef's house but the kid is sick so he postfoned tuition, so i can sleep in:)
after that im meetin jesh for coffeee and ragi once she's done with workkkk..and hopefully i can visit poor little queensy tmw..i want to kiss the tiny thing all better...poor little doggy.

im going to g take a nice long bath nowwwwwwwwww muahahha so fun. sometimes i actually enjoy being nocturnal. ok laaaaaa..will blog again later..

much loveee!

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ooooh it feels so good to be able to blog againnn. :)

firstly...last night was nice. i really enjoyed the whole chill out thing..thank you cher..ur seriously sucha darling. hamren,shaun p and vivian were sooooooooooo amusing, they had me and cher in stitches the whole time..im so glad we all didnt go clubbing at china one or sumthin..yesterday was good:)

i'm supposed to be getting ready now but my toe is acting up again..i was lazy to wrap it in a bandage after i bathed..and then when i was sleepin i accidentally whacked it against my bedpost:( so it HURTS LIKE HELL. poor toe. poor me:(

shinaaaa when are we meeting??i have plenty of timeeee cos its sch hols and i'm totally up for prata anytime. so sick of all the usual shit..if i do club i actually only like chillies right now. hahhah i can practically see all ur stunned/disgusted faces but its trueeee..chillies is like so low-key, like its a happy dancey-semi high quiet crowd and it jus sumhow feels like hendrix/bees. but yeah...i'm actually sick of clubbing la, but i totally need a holiday job..gonna start teachin again in july so i need a job for 3 weeks..and thats SUCH a bitch to finnnddd. Esp cos i'm incapable of being a waitress or anything so i dunno laaa. how how howwww. sighhh.

i'm kinda lookin forward to KL, but i hope its as fun as last time. Kinda wish ragi was going la..i realllyyy hope she changes her mindddd and takes MC and joins us:(

It feels different going out nowadays..like the whole dynamics has shifted..and its nice and all but i kinda miss eli and sal and celia and all. I'm lookin forward to meetin em next week..i miss my girlllllsssss:( i miss crescent laaa..wat the hell? ive been havin dreams abt being back in secondary sch for the past few days..so weirddddd. maybe its all the thinking i've been doing lately..but i really miss being around them..its nice to be surrounded by girls' girls that are the same no matter what..and dont become all different and weird when it comes to guys hahah me and cheryl realllyyy ah..last night. revelation time man. i cant believe we didnt fall asleep amdst it all..esp wit cheryl coming after workkk! HOW do you do it, woman???

ohhh my goodness..remember that time when i had to chase drani around lox cos she was running around with that glass of wine?? hahahah those were the days la. i'm glad we've all grown up and settled down more or less but its nice when u think back, cos we really had sum good stuff happening hahah

its funny how people change huh?? and they forget how they were before and suddenly they act like they were never been there, done that. i'm sick of it la, honestly. ive never been the pretending kind and honestly, if i dont like it, i just take myself outta it. cos its dumb when u dont do a reality check without of remembering the things that happened before that..

and cherrrr...dont be a birdiee, things are looking so much better now, and we have many many things to look forward to. love!

everybody say a special prayer for poor queensy..hope she gets well..ragi our love is with both of youuu. *kiss*

ok i'm gonna go bathe nowww..love ya alll.

mwaaaahhh

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Finally! i'm actually still quite upset that i accidentally deleted my previous blog template but what the hell..this one works better anyway. i can finally blog againnnn! hello hello hello! its been an interesting few daysss...i stayed home on friday and had a good rest from the hotel stay, and on sat i met cher,mal,shawn and ham at wine connection, and then got sucked in to go asoka..(ok,so i caved in pretty easily) but stilllll...i was bored as hell there and i mean this..i am NEVER going back, unless anand has one of his happening events or something la. i spent sunday at
angmokio library myself, catching up on some reading and alone time. i love. Then on monday mal,cher,shawn,ham,viv and his sis verona came to my prata shop for dinner..and i went to join them..but being the fool that i am, i couldnt find my keys and so i jumped over the gate, and landed on my toe, and broke it. :( Quite scary la...that basically emphasized the point that i really need to lose some weight PLUS i think God's telling me to stop going out so much. so i stayed home on tues, went to the doctors on wed and got an x-ray and tetanus shot:( and then rested again on thurs. and today's fridayyyy..and i feel like gallavanting abit. NO..not clubbing...jus a movie or something..muahahaha. sheela..stop giving me the nagging glares. hahaha yeahh so im gonna go bathe and get readyyy...cant wait..even my toes are excited, despite their slight handicap.

im so happy i can blog agaiiiinnn..love love!

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i'm so tireddddd. the past few days have absolutely drained me and i'm lagging, in almost everything i do. talking, thinking, eating(ok-maybe not eating), even bathing.

too many pauses, too much procastination for all the simple things i needed to get done today. it's a friday night, but i'm SO glad i'm home...even when nish messaged me earlier from cheekys, i still didnt even feel the slightest bit tempted to club, or even be out. altho i miss her to bitssss and i cant wait for tmw! luurrvee yewwww nishawishaaa. hahah

i had a nice slow day today. we were supposed to check outta the hotel at 12 but as usual, i couldnt wake up till like 1 and then i had to rush and bathe and pack. the rest made suchhhh good use of the last day, what with shawn and mal swimming and ham and cher and all wakin up early. cheryl even tried jumping on me and waking me up over and over again but i grumpily chased her away.

i'm a sleeping monster. when i'm snoozing, dont even think about disturbing me. heh. its ridiculous la. then after we checked out, me mawn/shawini (hahahahahah!) went to cityhall, and i ate yummy thai food. helllllooo~mango salad. :D

then we cabbed home and i was almost about to sleep till kaart tempted me with meetin ragi and her at the prata cafe for dinner, so i met them around 7 plus for a mee kwah and a nice gossip session, i LOVE those two to bits. then i met sri at thomson plaza and we headed over to meet mal and shawn for dinner(again) at my own 24 hour prata hangout..wendy's spice hut, just opposite my house. YUM. i had an egg prata, chicken tikka, butter chicken masala and a fish cutlet. oh, and two line juices. and if i had any more space, i would have had a ginger milk:)

then we walked sri to the roadside so that priya and kaartsy could pick him up, and then mal and shawn dropped me home, and i chilled with my sis for a bit, had a smoke and talked about stuff.

then i called baby and talked to him for a bit before he went to sleep, and now i'm just passing time till my eyes cannot open any longer.

i cannnttt wait for tmw. mal's going asoka (yuck) and nisha wants to club cos its her last week before school and work starts, so i dunno man. mani wants to club too cos he's working alot from monday onwards, so yeah, guess i'll be clubbin tmw.

but NOT asoka.

dont know the night plans yet but i'm meetin baby after his work to do some shopping, and then have dinnerrr and watch shrek and pirates hopefully. so i.need.to.sleep or else i'll still be lagging tmw. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiyah.
i'm gonna chase myself off now. sorry for the random update on my day but my brain's really not functioning right.

i.need.sleep.

g'nite ya'all. love.

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