jus came back homeee.went to stef's place to get my bag and see the baby for abit..most adorable la. and he's sooo noisy now too! such cute noisessssss, me and ragi were practically dying when we had to leave hahaha stef and aunty nancy are so luckkyyyy...they have the little fat baby and like two of the cutest dogs in the worldddd..i wanna move to novena tooo! haha

gonna go start on my marking in like 5 min...as u can see, ive been nicely procastinating! but its ten plus and i cant push it further away anymore, sighhhhhhh. looks like im not gonna be gettin much sleep today. gonna follow my mum to the hospital tmw for a check-up too so there goes my afternoon nap that ive become too used to having.

cant wait for sch to start in jannn! get my last semester over and done withhhh. i love school foodddd too hahahah mmm the mudpie la, to die for. hansum boy's got a completely different schedule from me but im also lookin forward to dragging him to the ngee ann deli to eat the yummy sandwiches and salads with me mwahahahh and ryan tooo, so funnn. school's fun. gonna miss my kiddies tho.

ok laaaaa...better get to my work.

mwaaah:)

halloween's overrrr:(

aww mannn...it was pretty damn awesome tho. the prelude to it as well, what with the shopping trips, the trying on of the silliest costumes, the fotos, the planning, ahhh its over. but it was gorgeousss, and i'm already looking forward to next year.

think i'm all clubbed outttt...this weekend was pretty high maintenence. friday ended up being a late night so when halloween came arnd on sat, i was so tired by the time i met superman at bugis to go to stef's place! and that was arnd 7pm. hahah which reminds me, i have to go down to her place later to get my bag and make up and all..sighhhh..im a lazy cow la but i have no choice.

hmmm thhink maybe i need to send out a gentle reminder that ip addresses can be traced from tagging. and rude tags are considered harrassment, so if you are so damn interested in my life and insist on reading my blog, have the courtesy to not leave ur mark, cos im not interested in yours:)

was talkin to shawny that day..mannn. its so funny la, how all these people realllyyy seem to care about our lives. its almost sad, but more flattering la. hahah and the not-so-discreet calling me to get information and all..why..really? why do u care who's with who among my friends..they're not ur friends righttt. i tell you, the world would be a better place if everyone just lived their own lives.

still waiting on my money from the ex. u know, i know breakup-s can be ugly, but they really shouldnt be. esp when it was a decision that was better for both of us la, like we both seem much happier now, and thats a good thing. i just really want my cash, cos i trusted him when i opened that line, and breaking up shouldnt change anything, he still should honour that trust and pay me back the cash. oh well..we'll wait and see. lets hope he makes the right decision.

nessaaaa! yesterday was fleeting but niceeee! am loving the wings, i think u should wear em more often hahah mwaaah.

im very stoned la...got tons of marking that ive been putting off. better get started on it nowww.

loveeeeeee.

its been an interesting past few days..wednesday went by nicely and quietly. had to go halloween shopping but i was in pain from my shoes and i was craving a nice cold bath so i came home, showered, and then went to meet soma for dinner near my place. had a milky prata, which im completely addicted to, yum. with my mango lassi of course. i dont know why, its a good thing i guess, but i can never finish my food nowadays..couldnt even finish that ONE prata! gone are my eat-2-carls-junior-burgers days..sighhh. i dont really miss my huge appetite but i defnitely wish i didnt get full so easily now, cos its JUST NOT FUN.

hahaha after the early dinner with soma i went down to meet aravind, a.k.a superman, at arabstreet/beachroad. went to check out the NO.1 costume shop, as its so aptly named..and the minute we walked in we were both quite lost. the place is freakinnnn hugeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahah seriously. anyway walked around till it closed but we still couldnt find anythinnnn. :( so we gave up and went home. the stress was piling up..only a few more days to halloween and we still didnt have anythin..and geena and all had all already bought their elabroate costumes SIGH.

anywayyy on thursday i went to meet steffie in town, to rekindle our halloween shopping days hahahah this time it was pretty fast la, she got her "itsasecret" costume in a juffy muahahah wahh im reallly quite excited la. i know what im going as tooo. yayyy!! CANT WAIT for satttt.

then met superman at fareast and we went gallavanting around townnnn..yesterday was a gorgeous day la. went all the way to plaza sing, explored spotlight, wagered bets on some stupid thing, which i LOST, so i bought him coffee hahaah im such a dumbo la but still! i still think i was right!! then we met shawny and chilled at starbucks..then shawny went to get sumthin done to his ultra-cool fone, and then kabee joined us..and when shawn came back we all made our way down to bali street, which i had never heard off till yesterday. met nessa and all in the bus and went to the costume shop there. AWESOME.no seriously. kabee got his entireee outfit there, and i was busy tring out all these awesome things that shawn was happliy takin fotos off. hahah and of superman too! what with the blonde wig and all hahahaha damn funny laaaaaa.

then then then...yeah i tried on a few more hilarious outfits..took pics with kabees cam and he better upload and give em to me! haha then we met geena and all for dinner, had chicken rice, which i had like 1/4 of before i was full..then we walked to cathay and had a beer before heading home..

camehome, bathed, was gonna do markin but i decided i'll leave it for this weekend. ended up talkin to shawny on the fone, catching up and gettin a bit of a reality check. made plans for today and now, once im done bloggin i shall go get readyyyy. jus felt like typing out a long redundant post la, was abit bored. yes, at this time. its the weather.

cant wait for laterr! am not clubbin cos im savin alll my energy for tmwww;)

loveeeeeeeee!

SO naughty my children are.. i'm using the teacher's comp in the lab, and they keep coming over one by one to ask me silly, redundant questions, just so they can have a peek at what im doing. so kaypo la, but so cute. anyway i've been facebooking for the past hour. yes, i know. 'my name is shoba, and i am a facebook-olic' :(

cant wait for school to end..the next few hours are gonna be kinda tedious..gotta bring my p6 class to canberra secondary, its some kinda recruitment thing where they're trying to promote the affiliated secondary schools. the damn thing is, i happily forgot about it, and wore my killer heels today. and...we're walking from our school to theirs. so yeah. its not gonna be pretty.

gotta go down for an interview later..mark's asking me to and its about time i get my ass up and moving. should be fun tho, and i'm kinda looking forward to it. also wanna do abit of shopping. jus get a few of the essentials. wish i could do my nails but two of them broke so they're not long enuff:(

i'm still waiting for my cash from the loser..its so annoying. i wonder how the new chick puts up with him, but then i realise, ugly girls dont really have much standards.

i jus want my damn moneyyyy.

lookin forward to laterrrr...yay yayy. oh and this weekend promises to be awesome. i spent the last one just chilling at home so this weekend, im in the mood to paaartt-ayyy. its halloween sumore, and all the happening friends are willing and ready to dress up, how awesome is that. except fpr a few spoilers la, but oh well, whats newww. still think aunster's idea is great. going as ribenaaa! muahahah but it'll be kind uncomfy so sit i n the cab so i'll prob decide against it.

okie gotta go send the kiddies down for their recess.

love!

Labels: its so sad when two becomes one.

ahh, the week-long holiday is finally over. its been nice, its been fun, but im completely looking forward to school. i spent the week relaxing mostly..didnt really feel like going out. ya know..usually during normal weeks, after a long 5 days of school, i just wanna go out and freak out during the weekends, but ive kinda lost it for clubbing. oh yes, i can hear you all going 'thats what you always sayyyy' but seriously la, i havent been clubbing unless it was a bday, or like the day before viv left. otherwise ive been a good girl. and i'm loving it.

spent most of my hols catching up on sleep. went to do my hair on wed, coloured it back, went for a fitting and then met the rest at o bar..was funnnn. me and alissa practically drowned ourselves in Jego shots hahah then we headed down to chillies for abit, and then i dragged viv's ass off to go home cos i was most tiredddd.

spent thurs bumming around the house, much like i spent monday and tuesday. then on friday i got my ass out and went down to millenia walk to meet ragi,mal,cher and the dirty diamond pets for dinner. YUMMMMM. ok no really, the food at outback is awesome, i now know what ragi has been going on about. esp the brownie la. completely fantabulous.
was gonna go st james to meet harpreet after that for our 'single working women's night out' but then i decided to be a good girl and skip it cos i had a meeting the next day plus i just didnt have the energy to club. but im lookin forward to the next one la. she's completely sold me on movida so i might give it a shot. altho im weary of the *ahems* i might see there. but hell, its a big country. ok not really, but you get what i mean.

went to meet gerard in town on sat, helped him out with his project. was considering clubbin wit verona and all but then got lazy, so i decided to go sentosa to meet raine and all. but then i got even lazier so i stayed home hahahaha then at 1am me and soma we're feeling abut energetic, both of us being at our respective homes on a saturday night, so we considered going down to join ragi and siva BUT THEN i got lazy again hahahaha im sucha bum la, i know. so i stayed home, watched my grey's anatomy like the happiest kitten i am and slept. till today, 5pm. 12 whole hours, for someone who didnt even go out, i sure sleep like ive been on a 3 day hike.

mal picked me up around 7 and i went to pizza hut with her, shawn, cher and ham and we had soooo much fooood. oceans platter, 2 pizzas, soup, chicken wings and of courrseeee, garlic bread, since we have 2 addicts in our group. most yum.. went out for a smoke after and then headed home.

the girlies gave me an awesome baggggg...i love you all. its jus another excuse for me to go KL again muahahahah

ok la, better get to bed, i wanna be fresh for school. am most lookin forward to the week aheadddd yay:)

love!

Labels: i want my damn moneyyy

hellooo. i had such a nice,lazy day again. woke up here and there in the late mornin and afternoon to answer my phone, when i heard it, had a few conversations with a few people while i was half asleep. to the point that i didnt even realise the plans that i was making hahah damn hilarious la. i finally woke up at 5pm. yeah i know, but i dont care, waking up so late is just damn AWESOME. then i lazed around on the com, watched tv for abit, lazed around somemore. i was too lazy to even read la, thats how bad i am now. holidays are meant to do absolutely nothing, and THAT, is what im excellent at:)

viv ended up coming over for awhile with his sis, but very briefly..passed him the stuff and then i ran back to my tv to watch criminal minds. heh i never miss it, its excellent i tell ya! was supposed to go pass sandhya the ipod and watch, but i cant even get my ass out to walk to her house, and she lives like just behind me. plus criminal minds was on. hahah so i made plans for tmw la.

tmw's gonna be a looooong day la. gonna go meet siva, then get my hair coloured back to black, possibly cut a fringe, and then meet the girls for dinner and then maybe, just maybe, go to O bar for ladies night. its so funny la, i dont understand why but when i actually have NO school the next day, somehow i always never end up going. i dont know why i choose to club on wednesdays where i have to torture myself by gettin two measly hours of sleep and then having to survive 7 hours teaching. so maybe tmw i'll defy the normality of my erratic ways, and actually go freak out, and then blessfully be able to come home and SLEEP.

i was sooo bored last night..was on the com till like 4 am and then me and superman started talking about movies, and he told me abt Stardust, so i went to stream it, and he did as well, and ohmygawd. i loved it,it was awesome.i dont think its out here yet, but when it does come out, im SO gonna watch it again, this time on the big screen so i wont miss out a single detail. its like a cross between the chronicles of narnia, harry potter and lord of the rings. i swear i'm so into this fairytale shit its freaky. i loved the movie. LOVED IT.

im gonna bum a while more and then get to bed. gonna go bathe in bit, and then see my mood, if i have energy i might try and finish the book,otherwise im gonna lie in bed and day-dream about what it would be like if i went into my wardrobe and came out into another more magical world. sighh. if only. where are the fairies and prince charmings hiding?

ok..betta hit the showerrr..my honeymilk bath foam is practically screaming my name.

love:)

Labels: where is my Tristan Thorne?

this is so FUNNNNN. im loving this one week break. i totally miss school but at the same time it feels amazing to sleep whenever and wake up whenever. i'm keeping this week free too, not planning on going out much, and definitely not planning on having any late nights altho viv's being the devil's advocate and planning an awesome wednesday out again. haiyah!

i slept arnd 3 am last night...wanted to watch tv all night actually but then my bodyclock got the best of me and i ended up yawning by 2am so i went to bathe and tucked myself into bed by 3. watched two AWESOME movies last night; Pirates of the Caribbean and Take the Lead. ok reallyyyyy..how awesomely talented is Johnny Depp? he's a chameleon, he fits any damn role. and the show was fantastic. i know im so overdue but i havent caught Pirates 3 yet so im lookin forward to watchin it sooooon! Take the Lead was alright la, dunno what all the fuss was abt but yeah the dancing was pretty great. i preferred Step Up tho, but mostly because Channing Tatum is my husband and i need to support him by loving all his movies:) Yes its true. :)

ok laaaaa..had a slow day today. woke up arnd 1pm and then lazed around..been munching on food here and there but havent really had a good meal the whole day. waiting for my mum to bring back supper from Wendy's..i asked her to buy the special prata and the chicken cheese salad prata for me and my sis to share, its SO yummy. im gonna go check the tv guide and plant myself infront of the tv for the next few hours.

i was born to be a couch potato.i dont know how i ever get used to not bumming.

love ya allll;)

Labels: where is my sexy prince?

sucha longggg weekend it was. geena's bday was last week but it feels like it was a month back, i swear, im either growing old waaaay too fast or, i dunno, this lifestyle's just not my cup of tea. this coming week, i have no school, yay:) so i shall detox. its about time anyway.i was being such a good girl and not going out much last month and then suddenly the past few weeks, i've been abusing my priviledges as a carefree working woman.. hah! but i swear, paydays rock.

thursday was gooood..went to taka to watch rhadhi's newpaper face finals, and babygirl was awesome! so hot laaa, she's a star in the making. i took a video for those of u that missed out. friday was funn. started out with the intentions of not clubbin but then evil soma planted a seed in my head, and then i talked to cher online and we made plans and the next thing i knew, o bar was on the agenda! haha so i met soma for dinner at thomson plaza, KFC again, i swear im hooked:( then i followed him to school and then made my way down to town to meet viv and all..went to plaza sing by myself for a bit cos i felt like some alone time, and ended up buyin a dress hahah sumhow alone time always equates to shopping.

then i went to fareast and met viv and jon and went down to o bar to meet soma. alissa and jiv and all were there..was funnn. had yummy martinis and baileys, YUM. then met simran and all and had supper at shah alam, i swear i dunno whats up with my appetite but its like missing in action, i had a few bites of my nasi goreng and then i was done. ooh thanks for supper gen, was most sweet of you. went up to chillies for a littttllleee while cos they wanted to go, and then viv battled and won hahaha these dancing boys ah. then shaunpingz (yes, thats his oficial name now) sent us to a cab and we went homeee...happily...i slept like a log.

sat was kinda rushed..needed to do my eyebrows, and then head down to kaartsy's for her bday dinner. then verona picked me up and we went to pick up viv and then headed down to aravind's for his bday. was funnnn. noone got high, infact we were more obsessed with gambling than drinking hahah and of course alissa disappeared for a while to use facebook hahahaha i cannot get over that la. the food was sooo goooooooddd.i love bbq food esp stingray and satay. aiyoh.

the gambling was shioook by the wayyy! i was makin money till the veryyy last roundddd...when we put $5 dollar bets and the dealer got banglat ahhaahah damn sway la. but fun nonethelessss. hahaha

was niceeeeeeeeeeee. im looking forward to my one week break..need to rest.

lovelove!

Labels: i hope your happy:)

Had a nice weeekenddddddd.sunday was nice la, woke up at 5pm hahahah oh well the previous few days were damn tiring. then i lazed about the house, finished off my marking and then headed out to plaza sing to meet raine, stef and raj for anna's performance. me and raine bought a couple of books at the book fair and stef bought triston some baby pocket books! most cute! i had my yummy pumpkin-mushroom-zuccini crossoint from starbucks (its a new addiction) and then after her performance,we went to cartel for dessert and over -ordered, and stuffed our happy little faces:)

i am SO damn tired, i dont know whats got into me. yesterday was the first day of school after the weekend and it was pretty packed but as always, teaching doesnt really feel like work cos the kiddies are so damn cute. then i came home, was online for a while, and then i slept at 5pm. yes, 5 in the afternoooooon. was supposed to go geylang with raine and all for the pasar malam which i was MOST lookin forward to cos of the Ramli burger but i just really didnt have the energy.so i slept happily after smsing her, and i only woke up arnd ten to munch sumthin so my stomache wouldnt be empty. and then i went back to sleep againnn.

woke up at 6 am today to get ready for school and then by 10am i was damn exhausted again.

WTH? considering i had like 13 hours of sleep the night before, i think i am officially a pig.

Then i come home, and i was supposed to meet mark at night to get some work stuff and also go over to kaarts house at 5 to help her and latsy with the banners and all but i ended up sleeping arnd 4 in the afternoon today. i seriously am so lethargic i cant even eat. think im falling sick leh. the only reason why im even bloggin is cos my fone screwed and i came online to ask ragi to help me tell kaart im not coming over anymore. gonna have a slice of watermelon and then go back to sleeeeep. im so sad, but i cant even tahan 2 hours more to watch my darling criminal mindssss:(

ah wellll.. think im coming down with sumthin altho i dont feel a flu coming on but there nust be a reason for the lethargic-ness heh hope im fine tmw tho cos the agenda is pretty damn tight. and im looking forward to itttttttttttt. ok now i feel like sleeping so hopefully i get enuff sleepytime hahaha and im all happy and hyper for tmw.

ok la...im done. too tired. lovelove!

Labels: and this might be what i call fatigue

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time
I will fall into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear
to see

Still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us
if I was to give in
give it up
and then take a breath
make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold

I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

Labels: angels and devils, dishwalla

and so another weekend passes byyy:)

wowww..i tell you, i'm becoming an old woman. on friday, i came home and napped, and then overslept and woke up in panic and ran to meet soma for dinner. ened up at KFC and i ate my yummy chicken while we gossiped.
some scary pretending man came and tried to disturb us but soma told me he was just faking it and i didnt really believe fully until later, when we were smoking outside, we sawhim walk aroudn absolutely normally. so weird la. how can people do that? i mean its just a betrayal f good human faith right?

then after that i rushed to o bar, met up with viv and siva and all at o bar. then we ran away to have dinner, met stef and verona. sat down outside with verona talking over drinks, it was really interesting.

then viv and kabee came to join us and we went back into o bar where it was drink galore. it was geena's bday and babygirl was havin funnn hahaha i took many many fotos which im only gonna pass to her if she gets facebook hahaha. caught up with harpreet for a bit. had an interesting chat. its funny, but sumtimes we all go thru similar things without even realising it. after that we got sick of o bar so we all ran away to dbl o's, which was awesomeeee. then soma came with his friends, surprise surprise, and we ended up at chillies, yay. hahah yeahhh..then it was home as usual la.i think i fell asleep in verona's car, and then i came home, bathed, and knocked out.

SUCH a typical friday night.

sat was niceeee. i woke up in a mad rush, went to meet mark at united square. we conducted a few interviews there, and overall it was a pretty good turn out. then we went to bungalow for a bit to relax, and my mum fetched me and i went to the country club for dinner with the family and sri and his mum.

after dinner me and sri left and went to cityhall to meet ragi, kaartsy, rhadhi, shina and priyaaaa. we were too late for new york new york but we ended up going chijmes for a drink with them. SO FUN. seriosly. i lvoe them to bits. we're all crazy laaaa. ater that sri dropped me at geena's and i chilled wit kabee for a bit and then verona cameand we sent viv home cos babyboy was drunkkk.

missed lorraineee, u should've joined us at chijmes la! hope u have fun at o bar.muaaaah.

its so interesting how things have changed la. but it was a great weekend nonetheless. i guess a bit too much of the sameold sameold can drown u after a while.

Labels: and so the story goes

helloo. it feels like its been ages since i blogged, when in actual fact, it's hardly been a month. but its been a eventual barely-month, so much has happened and its gonna be a bitch trying to catch up with all the gossip ya'all. hahhahaha
ok first thing on my mind...the KL trip..which was awesome. SO awesome. hahaha awesomeness IS the word of the month la, but seriously, from the gorgeous food to the shopping trips to the clubbing and our spasticated cab rides, not to mention the guitar-ing and beer by the pool, everybit of it was so fun and i lovee the girls for giving me a trip that took my mind of all the rubbish that was bugging me. that said, i'm much happier now. i realised that me being nice for so long was dumb, and that he really wasnt worth it. oh well, i hope he and rebound girl are happy:) oh wait..did i just call her rebound girl? i mean oomp...ok i'll stop here. its not her fault, i mean at the end of the day she did me a favour by takin him off my hands but i just think its funny how u really never know what girls are thinkin sumtimes. eew. well, if u want my rejects, u may have em:)

oh, and i want my money back. ughh..ex-boyfrens that owe money are so grosss. jus pay up la, instead of being so pathetic?

in school now..kiddies are havin PSLE and im stressed for them. I actually miss my p6 classes la. but its ok, i love my primary threes so much too..theyre little angels, and devils. but more angels. im havin endless free periods today so im gonna plant myself in my mum's class and bug her and her cuties.

went dxo last week, had funnnnn. its nice to get mabok once in a while, altho all i had was beer and like a jug..wtf? hahaa the next day i went town and bugis wit soma, then met the rest at reds bar for the opening, met ryan there as well. then went MOS, and it wa so funnnn, i swear we're all psycho la. and my dare was DUMBBBB:( hahaha i bet everyone in pure thinks im a freak. then we ran away from MOS for a while to drink at iguana. our yummy chocolate shots and frozen margs. YUM. then back to MOS where i was boring again, sitting down and watching everyone dance. sunday i had work, but i had funnnn. got stef to bring the baby down and he was most lovedddd! i hope baby T gets famous!

im lookin forward to tis weekend, which is barely hours away. i need to go get my eyebrows threaded, and then im meetin somaaa for a abit, and then gonna go o bar with the rest for geena's bday. she's havin a house party tmw too, so that should be funnn. happy birthday geeena;) Oh i wanna go gleneagles as well..poor little baby. im sure he'll get better soon tho..there's too much love around him for him not to.

yayyyy. i wish i could d/l msn on my sch com:( hahaha thats it for nowww..a boring update on my boring life.

Labels: and yet u act the same. ~fairweatheredfriends~, u say u understand