i caaaaaannnnntttttttt sleeeeep now. i dont understand whyyyy. i took my meds and they're supposed to make me drowsy and just earlier i was feeling SO exhausted but now i have this new found unwanted energy again:( dammnniit. and i have this sudden urge to go to amk library and finish up the book i was reading last sunday. but of course, that, i'm too lazy to do la..theres no way i'm leaving my bed, let alone my house. ooh and im hungry...and today's monday..the fist day of my official healthy food diet. like i dont wanna get all psycho and lose too much weight but i definitely think i need to eat healthier..like more fruits and water and i'm gonna detox and not drink for a bit..dont even want to actually..but yess..now that my diet has started, i'm craving the fried mars bars from far east and the calamari and quadro cheese pizza from BQ bar. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. why why why. NO. i shall restrain myself.

ok..hahah i know i'm gonna sound mad but im actually tired again..gonna lie back down on my pillow and hope i fall asleep soon.

love!:)

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