ooooh it feels so good to be able to blog againnn. :)

firstly...last night was nice. i really enjoyed the whole chill out thing..thank you cher..ur seriously sucha darling. hamren,shaun p and vivian were sooooooooooo amusing, they had me and cher in stitches the whole time..im so glad we all didnt go clubbing at china one or sumthin..yesterday was good:)

i'm supposed to be getting ready now but my toe is acting up again..i was lazy to wrap it in a bandage after i bathed..and then when i was sleepin i accidentally whacked it against my bedpost:( so it HURTS LIKE HELL. poor toe. poor me:(

shinaaaa when are we meeting??i have plenty of timeeee cos its sch hols and i'm totally up for prata anytime. so sick of all the usual shit..if i do club i actually only like chillies right now. hahhah i can practically see all ur stunned/disgusted faces but its trueeee..chillies is like so low-key, like its a happy dancey-semi high quiet crowd and it jus sumhow feels like hendrix/bees. but yeah...i'm actually sick of clubbing la, but i totally need a holiday job..gonna start teachin again in july so i need a job for 3 weeks..and thats SUCH a bitch to finnnddd. Esp cos i'm incapable of being a waitress or anything so i dunno laaa. how how howwww. sighhh.

i'm kinda lookin forward to KL, but i hope its as fun as last time. Kinda wish ragi was going la..i realllyyy hope she changes her mindddd and takes MC and joins us:(

It feels different going out nowadays..like the whole dynamics has shifted..and its nice and all but i kinda miss eli and sal and celia and all. I'm lookin forward to meetin em next week..i miss my girlllllsssss:( i miss crescent laaa..wat the hell? ive been havin dreams abt being back in secondary sch for the past few days..so weirddddd. maybe its all the thinking i've been doing lately..but i really miss being around them..its nice to be surrounded by girls' girls that are the same no matter what..and dont become all different and weird when it comes to guys hahah me and cheryl realllyyy ah..last night. revelation time man. i cant believe we didnt fall asleep amdst it all..esp wit cheryl coming after workkk! HOW do you do it, woman???

ohhh my goodness..remember that time when i had to chase drani around lox cos she was running around with that glass of wine?? hahahah those were the days la. i'm glad we've all grown up and settled down more or less but its nice when u think back, cos we really had sum good stuff happening hahah

its funny how people change huh?? and they forget how they were before and suddenly they act like they were never been there, done that. i'm sick of it la, honestly. ive never been the pretending kind and honestly, if i dont like it, i just take myself outta it. cos its dumb when u dont do a reality check without of remembering the things that happened before that..

and cherrrr...dont be a birdiee, things are looking so much better now, and we have many many things to look forward to. love!

everybody say a special prayer for poor queensy..hope she gets well..ragi our love is with both of youuu. *kiss*

ok i'm gonna go bathe nowww..love ya alll.

mwaaaahhh

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