hellooooo...jus woke up from my niceeee nap after sch..am still tired out but i'm trying to stay awake till criminal mind's at 10pm, and then after that i'll happily surrender to my bed. i've got tons of PE classes tmw, heh, so i'm gonn have to really bring itttt on the energy side:( oooh whatever la. the day passes super fast in school, thank gawd.

i'm so glad im teaching, before sch starts. it really keeps my mind off things, and i come home pretty much exhausted, i go straight to bed. theres no time to think, or cry, or even be weak and pick up my phone to call. i guess thats a good thing right?

im gonna take a walk now, to go buy ciggies. stupid reena cant meet cos her mum's home and she's doin her project but i feel like the lonesome, nicotine-nducing walk anyway..sometimes, just sometimes, these things really help settle the mind.

sarah..ur kittens are so adorable, i was lost for words when i first saw the picture. ur a lucky girl, i tell you, those little angels are amazing

shiinnna..im lookin forward to st.james la..which day are you going??

okkk..off for my walk.

oh btw, melted mars-bars are am.az.ing, i go crazy just thinking about them.

ok tataaaaaa!

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im so bored..i jus woke up, and its 3am in the morning and i have school at 7 but for once, i'm pretty much all rested out. Had a nice night out on friday, was supposed to go for drinks with the family but we ended up napping after sch on friday and only woke up arnd 9pm hahah so i just bummed at home till 11 and then went to meet cher and all at DxO..

i dunno whats up with me but i just cannot leave the house till after 11..dont really like being out from so early. DxO was funnn..raine and stef were there and it was nice catchin up..and its been ages since i clubbed and did and all nighter with my evil twin as well! we went to chiilies *ahem* after DxO and that was pretty nice too, altho i think i dont really have energy to stay out till 6am anymore, its abit too draining la.

Sat was good too..viv was trying to tempt us into going to gotham but i didnt feel like clubbing..didnt even feel like leavin the house to meet shawn and cher all for dinner..

so i jus bummed around, watched Jay Leno, fell in love with Ross the intern and basically couch potato-fied my night away till arnd midnight-ish, and then i came out to the patio to do some writing..then i went to sleep and woke up late on sunday and bummed somemore. oh, i also caught hgh school musical on channel 5..maybe its the kid in my crying out but i absolutely loved it and i cant wait for part 2.i really wanna catch simpsons too.

i'm lookin forward to this week..think im meetin eli for dinner on tues, and then hopefully the girlies on friday or sat for sum st.james loving. i've been dyin to go there but everytime i keep bailing on the plans cos its so damn far, and as u all know i'm a lazy cow.

maybe this week, i dont mind. i feel like getting out but yes, im sick of the same old, same old.

shinaaa..my fone's back in action so msg me when u wanna do lucnh around sembawang kay?loveee.

ok la..better go back to my writinggg...deadline's comin soon and i'm so not happy with my work so far.

love yew allllllllllll:)

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A flaming fire that I see
devours the hesitation left in me
And provoked by daggers thrown by man
The world needs help, and help we can

But we always hide,
Two steps shy to contribute
But I think I am,
therefore I am
and I refuse to remain mute

I may be only one,
And you say i don’t have strength alone
But I will stand up straight, and yell out loud
That this violence I don’t condone

Maybe then my voice will be heard
And then one plus one is two
And then with the rest, who follow me
Imagine what we can do

The tragic state of who we are
We may hide within our laugh
But to acknowledge, and then stay still
Its not even remotely enough

The starving children, the dying men
The children who don’t exist
The college kids, that kill their peers
All the pain amongst the mist

And the mists, like fogs, they blur our eyes
We only see what we allow ourselves to
But those deaths, the pain, the ignorance
I think its time we take our cue

I refuse to live one more day
Just listening blankly to the news
I’m sick of all the pain
I’m done with the abuse

Our country’s small, but we can do so much
If we hold our hands and try
And maybe when we make it work
There’ll be one less child to cry

Gwen Stefani 4 In The Morning Lyrics

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

tireddddddddddddddd. i havent been goin out much, and ive been sleepin lots, but im still tired! had teh at my house prata shop with sri, caught up with him, and then met reena for abit opposite our houses. then me and sri took a bus down to arab street to meet cher and eli for awhilee...then walked down to cafe cartel at cityhall to meet ragiiii and we kept her company with hamren till sivalam finished workkk.

was supposed to go have some much needed icecold beers with ham and cher but then me and sri were soooo exhausted we cabbed home with ragi and siva instead..was niceeeeee.

i like not clubbing.

and i like being home at a godly hour.

cant wait for tmww..parents booked a room at hyatt so im jus gonna chill out and go for a longggg swim by myself and then have sum muchhh desired quality time with the familyyy:) :) :)
i lauuss, many much.

cant wait for tmwwwwwwww. i'm glad i dont have sch, im lookin forward to sleeping in. cant wait for next week too. and i cant wait for hawaii, and perth muahahahah. *insert meeheehee face* i LOVED today. we need many more nights like it, and thankfully so far we seem to be right on track:)

love yew alllllll.

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i'm soooooo tired these days..and my flu still hasnt even completely gone!altho yes, my voice is much better and YES sarah i owe you a date, u just tell me when ur free, ok miss-busybee?*kiss*

KL was super funnnn..i loved the suite, it seriously was worth every penny, and ohmygawd i love the shopping there. i went crazy. i even ran away from mal and all to shop on my own for a couple of hours but for those of you that know me well, thats probably not surprising at all. i love shopping alone la. i really do. hahah anyhoo. the food there was da bombbb as well..i love saint cinnamon and dunkin donuts and allll the yummiest everrrrr food places there that s'pore used to have but so horribly took away...like A&W too. haiii. why ahh? i'd do anything to get saint cinnamon back..and maybe dunkin donuts as well. i lost it for their donuts but the caramel swirl coffee i had there was am.az.ing. And clubbing there was pretty damn good too..the place we went to on the first night gave us a free vodka bottle so that was pretty awesommmeeee..till i got bloody high and proclaimed the dustbin was my best friend la hahahaha but yeah. and then indochine the next night, altho they call it cochine. that was gorgeoussss. i love us all. i really do.

it seems like now that i'm so busy with sch, suddenly theres so much to doooooo.
Met mani for dinner on mondayyyyy..my stinky boy. we had yummy food, i had my popiah that i've been craving for agesss. then i met up with eli at arab street on tuesday, was super funnn. eli i laus yewwwwwwwwwwwwwww. cant wait for friday, we-is-going-to-get-you super, super drunkeness. muahahah:D

was supposed to go out with the girlies for ladies night last night but i was so tired when i got back from sch, i knocked out in the afternoon and only woke up around 11pm to eat, and the went back to sleep till morning hahah

i'm supposd to take an hour's nap now b4 i head out to meet sal for dinner but i know if i fall asleep, i prob wont wake up till tmwwww..so i'm blogging..eating sum pastry and passing time till i can go get ready. then meetin the rest later tooo i think! yay yayyy:)

ok laaaaaaaa. i'm gonna go hunt for munchies. love you allllllllllllllllll. muaaaaaaaaaaah.

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im still sickkkkkkkkk. how is that possible?? i've been taking hot drinks and all my meds on time, no coke..no going out(yes, i actually stayed home the entire weekend) and no spicy food...yet this STUPID flu is like going strong..and i'm leaving for KL on thursday morning so boohoo.

i kinda packed this afternoon, but like i jus emptied my suitcase and started again..now i'm like writing a list of what i should bring..so far i settled on my skinny jeans, grey skirt, checked jacket, white comicstrips tee, hmmm and like my black lacy heels and two pairs of tailored shorts. so funnnnnnnnn. i dun wanna pack muchhh la, i wanna leave room to smuggle in my millions of donutsssss YUM:)

so okay la. this entry is most boringgg, but my basic purpose of starting this was so i could rant about how i'm still sick, and that i havent finished packinggggggggg. life is hard.

gonna go finish packing nowwww...much love:)

Labels: little holidays can save the mind