im lucky enough to be surrounded by the most amazing people ever. my sister, my girlies, the boys in the group, and the fat dog. yes, she IS a person.

my sister, i dont even have to say anythin. my rock, my inspiration, someone i consistently lean on for support but at the same time count on to push me in the right direction to make my own little journeys. and the insanity as well. its crazy, we're crazy, but i love you to bits. even tho ur next to me traumatizing inkyponkee. popo love potpot.

mal, ragi, kaart, eli, sal, cher. you 6 girls are my darlings, and uve been there thru the good and bad, and with the memories we have, i can only look forward to the tons more that we are yet to make.

ragi, you being more like a sister than anythin else, we go waaay back, and u understand me in a way that so few do. and u never fail to make me burst out laughing even during my lowest times, and im always, always gonna be there for you.
malibu, you're my aunty, but at the same time like a ltitle child i need to hold hands with and pull along. i love you and im so glad things are so wonderful for all of us now, its been a long time coming and im glad we've both come thru this journey together.

shawn dassss...wheer do i even start. u are my evil twin indeed, and theres nothing u dont know about me. i love you for the bestest friend you are, and i thank you for being a pillar of strength, for putting up with my ramblings, my insecurities, my insanity, and mostly, my rubbish.
and most of all, i thank you for inkypokee.

:)

the rest..viv stef raine shina, all the little babies i love that definitely arent babies anymore, i loveee you and im so glad we worked thru everything and came out the strong amazing group that we are. the past few months have been special, eh? i love.

and tristonnn. steffie, he's adorable. hes a tiny version of you, really. altho MUCH cuter hahahaha no laaa. mwaaah

ahh ok, jus felt like being a bit emo and letting it out. its been awhile. i know im lucky and i wouldnt have things any other way.

off to meet malibu at the salon nowwww..cant wait for tonight. and tmw. and fri, and sat!

MWAAAAH.

dont ask me why i suddenly posted up pictures. mannn. i dont know whats come ove rme but im suddenly all nostalgic and happy, and its just NOT FUN cos i liked being dark and morbid, bordering on insane. i mean really..all the things ive written about lately are ooohb what did i do today and ooh what am i gonna wear laterrr. hahah i know, maybe the inner bimbo comes out more often than i'd like to admit, BUT STILL???

anyway, about those pictures, i love you guys. you're my rocks.

i have absolutely no energy to blog, but i think i'll jus do a quick update. clubbed on friday, had a blast, was all tired out on sat, went for shik's chalet with the rest, had yummy drinks and food with the rest, played tai-ti. kicked ass at SNAP, and then came home and slept. woke up early today, watched greys anatomy, then watched the Devil wear'sPrada. awesome. someone pls buy me all those clothes, now.

then mal called, tempted me with food and movies and love, and she and shawn picked me up and i came over to do a dvd night at her place.

am still here, shes walkin arnd sleepily after awakening from the couch, im not bothering with the movies, too obsorbed in my com.

am stressed abt the virus, which i cant seem to remove.

blehh.

ok la, going back to facebook.

loveee!

im sooo freakin tired. went to meet the crescent girls for dinner and drinks yesterday, plus a whole lot of mad catching up. its amazing how we're all still the same, yet with such different lives man. can't wait till our clubbin night out, i know its gonna be FUN already.ive already got a bit of gossip to update them wit anyway:) muahahah

after meeting them last night, i made my way down to bedok to meet the rest. raine,raj,geena,sunder,aravind,ravin,kabee,siva,vivian. yeah i knowww..big bloddy group, and we all didnt wanna club. they had dinner at this seafood restaurant and then we all went to east coast to chill. we played at the arcade for abit, raine kicked my ass at daytona, then we bowled, yet again. and i sucked, yet again. cept for my two strikes at the end la but it was pure luck and yayy i kicked vivian and kabee's ass muahahahahah!

then we got drinks and relaxed by the beach, the guys talking rubbish. hahaha me and raine kept rolling our eyes, geena quietly on her ipod, until the topic of conversation finally changed hahahah

THEN it raineeedd:(

so we had to to go sit at macs for a whileee...i finally got home around 7 plus, used to net, and then happily went to bed, and just woke up. its not enoughhhhhhhhhhh. i need moreee..but i haveta go for my hair appt and then nessa's bday. haiyahhhh why am i sucha sleepy bum??

cant wait for tonighttt.i have a good feeling abt it. we're all headin to boat quay after nessa's thingy, should be funnn!

ok la, better go primp now, mwaaah!

how awesomeeee has the last few days been??

omg.

wednesday was one mad rush. i was supposed to go for the run in macritchie with thiru but like i said, it rained, and we had to cancel. i think god just doesnt want me to exercise la. then i had a hair appt in town..but i slept in the afternoon and woke up at like 6 and since i was supposed to meet ryan at 7, i kindly forgoed my appt and met him and his gf to go o barrrr. shiokness. i never knew a cab from fareast to MS could cost freakin $11 la! what the hellll. nicole joined us there and it was pretty damn funnnn. liz left to go for a shoot and then me,ryan and nicole went to get cigs, sum drinks and joined the rest at UE square. ok not really joined, but kinda hahah different table, same old habits. vivian just HAD to bomb us with his weird jagersumthin concoction and we all got so wasted. ok by all i mean me. hahhaahah not really wasted but well on the way there la. filled nicole in on the goss and had a blast.we went back into o bar and liz joined us again and we went crazy buyin shots, daquiries and vodkaredbull jugs. i swear its amazing how we manage to still spend cash on a freakin ladies nightttt.

the rest went chillies after that, but i being the good little indian girl, came home nicely and slept hahaha ive totally been catching up on my much needed sleep la. woke up and conferenced with aravind and viv for a bit..heard the gossip from the night b4. i missed out on MUCH cos of my drunken splendour. then then thennnn...went to get ready and superman picked me up and we headed to raj's place to join the resttt. so fun laa. im loving the blessed combination of wine, tai-ti and gorgeous friends. siva's got me addicted to a new song too. DJ magic hands in tha houseeee la.

then shawny joined us and we all headed over to sunder's place..ate more food there..slacked for like god knows how long and then made our slow way over to kumz where the rest gambled and me, geena and alissa watched Seven and freaked our poor little hearts out. then we attempted to start a game of monopoly, which died even b4 it began. and then we all left around 6 for home.

yes, i didnt make it to work, but im loving the self proclaimed day off:)

its so gonna burn a whole in my pocket tho:(

todays gonna be a pretty big night, this whole weekend in fact. gonna meet up with the crescent girls tonight for drinks at dempey, and then i'll see where the wind blows me. tmw we have nessa's bday partyyyyy and me and alissa are contemplating displaying our indian pride by wearin saris hahaa see how laaaaaaaaa. altho if we're clubbing after that, i dont think sari's are a good idea but its a bollywood themeeee and im sure the pixie will slaughter us if we dont dress accordingly.

happy advanced bday btw darlingggg, i'm sure tmw's gonna be awesome. mwaaah.

jus finished up my moves on facebook..gonna go get some sleep now.

mwaaah!

i'm so damn rested out, finally. am off today and tmw, and so last night i braved my fatigue and went gallavanting in town. went to met eli at fareast and then met lyn and shikin, wow lyn its been ages la, really. was supposed to meet ryan in holland later but i was soooo damn tired i called him and told him we'd jus met today instead.i dont know whats up with me. i used to have this endless energy for going out but now work really just drains me la. but in the end i came home around ten, but then had this crazy craving for hokkien mee, so we went to newton for supper hahha YUM.

haiyahh. eliii i lovee youuu, dont be sad ok? u is a strong woman! some men are worth it, some men are not. take your time to decide which one he is Mwaah.

its 1.30pm...was supposed to meet thiru for our jog thru Macritchie but it rained:( so we cancelled it. so im gonna chill and play scrabble and then sleep, and wake up in time to get ready for my hair appt and then go outtttttttttt! meetin ryan in town then we're all going O bar:) muahahha im kinda up for it la, havent chilled with the boy in ages and it'll be fun to catch up wit him and nicole.

cher's clubbing too..wheee! am gettin excited already, altho i have nothing to wear:(

haiyahh. okie im gonna get back to scrabble nowww...tata!

wowww..its been damn busy week. ive been tiring myself out with everything, all the different activities our dear vivian has planned hahah as well as ragi's b'day and school as well..children have ten times more energy when their exams are over, i tell ya. HANDFULS. but still so damn cute.

last week was interesting..talked to the ex and we cleared things up. maybe its not the closure that eli got (el darlin im so happy for you) but it was still closure all the same..knowing that he and i can be civil la. and her too. its all cool, and im happy. all the hostility couldve been avoided if that fatfairy hadnt gotten all extra and self indulgent and left me those dumb ass tags. yess darlin, ur fair. but...umm...what else? balls of flour are fair too..but their still round..and soft and flabby. white nonetheless, but still! hahahahha ok ok. now's the point where i say, this is over, all this animosity. u tagged me, i know it was you, so tit for tat. but after this there better not be anymore rubbish from you, understand? i hope ur clear about this.

spent the weekend relaxing my time away with the rest. had a looong week of sch..then went to meet the rest at marina to bowl on friday night. damn fun la. im a scary bowler..very violent. and i cant even help myself. i really suck at it but hey practice makes perfect righhhttt? triston came along too but obviously he didnt bowl. but he was the cutest bundle of joy and me and gen were happily stuffing his cute little chubby face with vitagen hahah

i left early with stef, sims, carrie, siva and aravind..i wanted an early night so i could save moolah for the next day. so went home..napped,went for supper, came home and slept from 3-5am, then ended up waking up and playin scrabble with aravind till morning..then he came to amk to meet me and siva and we made our way to the zoo to meet the rest. funnest.

i have a new found addiction, besides scrabble.

its called suduko, and i LOVE.

the zoo was awesome..the company was even better.

then we went to steffie's..kabee and aravind followed me home to get my clothes and i went to stef's to bathe and get ready and wait for mal and shawny and kaart to pick me up for ragi's bday.

finalllyyy got there at ten..we went to this place outside the cannary called mama cariebbea..ohmygawd. nice drinks nice food nice music. completely gorgeous. ragi's baby was such a darlin, planned everythin so wellll..right down to the nittygritty.
took fotos of her and him on stage..with him givin her a sexy little dance that the band forced him to do but he did much obligingly hahaha then i left early with kaartsy, arnd 12, went back to stef's house, chilled there for an hour and then went home while the rest all went gotham and chillies. i was a good girl this weekend. so super tired, and jus really not up to clubbing.

will totally make it up to u ragi darlin, dinner is an order!

thats it la..i slept thru sunday..was a much needed energy boost. woke up monday mornin and went to sch..this week's not so hectic, thank god.

this week sounds fun..many many things to do, and i have energy once againnn.

need to go get my hair done today..might meet eli in town for some girl time, then tmw's lookin fun..might go o bar with the rest..ryan wants to meet too and my sis and i have a date so i think we'rer all just gonna end up drinking happily at o bar. FUN.

thurs is a holidayyyy yayy..i wanna go to the beachh. yeah. and this time, im not gonna be lazy and im gonna actually get my ass there. friday im meetin banu, angel and eli at dempsey..most lookin forward to a catchin-up/bitching session. i love my cresentians. last week at arab street wit the rest was the bombest la. juuuu i havent seen u for ages u beeetch. and ur gettin married in jan. wow. i feel old. older. bleh:/

not sure what the plans for sat are...got nessa's bday to attend so thats gonna be funnnn, still need to find sumthin to wear tho:( i wonder what the after party plans are. was supposed to go over to gorilla's house to watch movies with him and his gf and lulu but ive got nessa's bday so i think movie night has to be postfoned...:(

ok la, betta get back to facebook. ive got sum ass to kick;)

loveee!