i am so darn lazy to blog nowadays.

its like i suddenly have too few hours in the day, and im at the edge of my seat trying to do all the things i realised ive yet to do. there's this list i made, yes i know, how cliche, but yeah. i read this book a few years back, and one of the main characters was dying and so he wrote up this list of things he wanted to do before he passed on. and so i was semi-inspired and i started writing a list too. and i wrote and wrote but somehow, i never really ended up doing.

until now.


its a long list, but im going to do it. it starts with simple things, and then the reality kinda fades me and i start writing all these far-fetched fantasies that i guess are possible, but not exactly within reach at the moment.
but somehow, today, the stars look bright. anything's possible, right? i dont know how to portray exactly what im feeling, but its somewhat bordering on delusional optimism and a newfound sense of blind faith. and so i starttt:) my life cant possibly just be about school, and friends, and clubbing, and relationships, be it failed or blossoming. my life cant even solely be about shopping or gorgeous clothes,bags and shoes. there HAS to be so much more to it, and i reallllyyyy think its about time i get that headstart on finding my pot of gold.

i hope its a really big pot.

or even better, a tiny pot that's never-ending

ok im done with the random gettingstuffofmymindontomyblog-ing. its been a nice few weeks. new years was fantastic, i love the people around me. the night started out with only close friends around me, minus ragi and siva cos poor ragiboo was stuck at work:( but still, i saw the tiny bird laterr so it was all goood.

new years eveee...its the next best day to christmas for me. we started out with wine in the room, jus me,mal,shawn and hammy. then cher joined us and we had a gorgeous dinner, went grocery shoppin for more bottles of wine and beer, snacks, and then headed back to the room. alissa and jiv and all came down and we started playing our little drinking games, even circle of death which i absolutely LOVE. then a few of us started gambling, then i had to go out of the room for a bit to talk to the parents and wish them and all. superman was late cos he had a family function but it was funnnn when finally, everyone was there. it was soo crowded, but awesome nonetheless.

spent the next day at a friends house, lazin the day away, and then on wednesday, school startedddd:(

i miss the holidays, i miss being a bummmmm. but school kinda rocksss, and i love my kiddos.

im most lookin forward to the new job tho..*looks at jas,winkwink*

alrightyyy..i better go back to my kids. tataaa!

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