i am EXHAUSTED.

completely completely drained..but i dont think its cos of what i did, its more the pints of beer that zapped my energy level from extreme high to non-existent:(

i waaaaant my bedddddd.

i had a pretty okaaaaayyy day today..went to bugis to get a gift..was about to drop by steffie'sto see the little munchkin but then i weas runnin late for dinner so i skipped that and made plans to do that tmw. i grabbed a coffee from starbies, met gracie in the train and we made our way to queenstown to meet sal. then we hopped into a cab and went to Cicada at ports down road. sooo outta the way, but i gotta tell you, well worth it. food was exquistive, i absolutely LOVED the poached salmon wit zuccini and veal reduction sauce, and we had a couple of other appetizers and mains, and then topped it off with this brownie and creme brulee. and of course grace had her bellini and me and sal had our many pints of beer, but the nice manager gave us all our alcohol on the house hahhaha yayyy!

then my parents fetched me and we headed homeee..im gonna go bathe, have a smoke and then sleep. tmw i wanna go see triston, then have lunch with the mum and then meet ragi and all for dinnnerrr...cant wait. i wanna hear shawny's biiiiig plans for us hahahah i love US. we kinda rock.

oh well..thats my post for today

try out cicadaaa, u wont regret it:)

and there goes another Manic Monday.

today was good. today was PRODUCTIVE. which is more than i can say about the rest of my april hahahah i think i kinda overdid the whole 'birthdays are un-official off-days' cos i went bit extreme and took the entire b'day week off, and then quit the contract(which i had already chalked up a year's worth of teaching there) and then i was all happy and free and ecstatically a bum again, enjoying my sleeping in and watching all the tv i wanted...UNTIL pay day came and then ummm..hello. where did my money go?
oh.
yeah.
i quit my job, hence the tiny obscure amount that appeared in front of my eyes when i went to check my balance. HEH. oh well. freedom has its price hahah i have no regrets now. im ready for phase two of my life and that means progress, not just sticking to whats comfortable and safe.

went to school today. i start in september, im doing a double major in communication and psych..its gonna be a pain in the ass but it covers both areas that im interested career wise so im very happy with my decision, even tho im gonna be suffering for the next few years. but atleast i know it'll pay off, cos when im done i can be anything i wanna be, which is quite alot. and u know im so damn fickle but this really covers all areas so im glad ive made that decision, and now its time to move and make things happen. i'd love to use the next few months before school starts to bum my bum away but i think i better start prepping as well..and oooh *fingers crossed* i really hope i get that internship! pray for me guyssssssssssss.

after SIM i headed to town..went to borders and bought myself a book, and a mag, and then sat at starbucks at paragon and had a caramel frappe while waitin for sal to finish work. stewpid girl finished lateee :( but its all good cos i used the alone time to do some research before the big 'meeting' next week. then this deaf guy came and put this little keychain on my table with this card sayin it was $5 and u know..i was so disappointed when i saw that all the other tables were ignoring him. i dont understand. i mean i guess we're all not super rich or anythin but really, if we can afford $5 for our damn coffee at starbucks, cant we afford to give $5 to someone who needs it more than us? so i dug around for change and luckily i had enuff and i tell you, seeing his smile was worth it. im a bitch for even considering turning him down at first:(

after meetin sal, we went to check out a few shops at paragon, then i met shawny and we cabbed over to thomson to meet malibu after her work, and we went thai express for dinner. i dunno how we ate as much as we did but wow. YUM. then we went swensons for dessert...i was way too full but mal and shawn managed to squeeze in a sundae, and we sat there discussing abt my school and shawn's meeting and our future plans.

we have visions dont we? i love that. we're small in number but i think there's enuff greatness in each and everyone of us to make a difference.i just hope we use our maximum potential, cos its about time we started what i think we were put here to do. ooh malibu i hope Simba's okay! give him a kiss and a hug for me kay? and if im coming over to ur place tmw, i'll personally squash him myself.

tmws gonna be another long day..im going down to Assisi to hand in my application, then ive got to run and get Grace's prezzie, then make my way down to queenstown to meet sal and all for dinner. we're gonna check out Cicada, like i mentioned in the previous post. Yay i love new food places!

im gonna go batheee and get ready for bed, god knows i need the sleep. hope i didnt bore you all to death!:)

smuckeroos:)

ive officially been bitten by the blogging-bug, also known as magi-na. *snorts* im liking that name hahahah firstly, bhavna, i had NO idea u blogged, but i heard its plenty entertaining so im gonna be cyberstalking ur page from now on. and ragi, im loving ur new template, i want. malibooze has to start blogging more, but who am i to talk ey? all ive been doing is pasting lyrics of songs for the past god knows how many months:( hahah oh well. here's to a fresh start!

i LOVED the past weekend. i officially quit my contract in school a day before my birthday, so ive been just doing casual relief here and there while i wait for SIM school to start again. waking up in the afternoon is nothing short of glorious, and at this point, i really have NO idea how i used to get my freakin ass up at 6 am to teach for the past year. i kinda miss my kiddies BUT i do not miss the early hours man..and the yelling and the oodles of marking and the canteen food thats really driven me to starvation. im gonna miss teaching la, but im psyched to start school again. bring on the mugging!:) :) :)

friday was kinda awesomeee. i had major plans to get my hair done and then meet ragi in the afternoon at suntec but i ended up sleeping till 5 hahah so i met her and malibu in town arnd 8 and we made our way down to hacienda at dempsey. we were in abit of a drinking and gossiping mood so we ordered manyyyy MANY cocktails and beer, till the waiter got a bit freaked and kept clarifying with us whether all the drinks were really only just for us.

heh.

get with the 21st century boyyyy, we women like our martinis;) hahah

hacienda is gorge. like seriously gorgeeeeeeouuuusss. me mal and ragi drank our yummy drinks and snacked on pizza and yummy cajun fries, and then shawny joined us after his meeting, and of course he came bearing prezzies for all three of us, being the angel best friend he is! a ring for his wife and two like bat thingies for me and ragi, which we absolutely adoree and decided to call 'moogley'. then we were thinkin of goin out till we realised that we were all quite shacked so we cabbed home and i watched some stuff online,and then hit the sack again.

saturday was pretty awesomeee too. i had plans to meet sal at brewerks for our afternoon drinking and people watching session but then my dog was abit sick so i had to take care of that. after that i met shawn and mal at thomson for lunch and then went to chill in the pet shop for abit. how manjaaaa is ginger, im so in lurrvee. the next time i visit mal, im bringin a big bag so i can kidnap the resident cat, she's MINE.

and the puppiessss...omg. cuteness overload la. after that me and shawn went town to look for his jeans..i got my gelares icecream, which the stupid gelares boy screwed up by giving me cookies and cream instead of the cookie dough that i ordered *grumble* and he was SO unfriendly i didnt know how to tell him it was the wrong flavour. so i just gave in and walked back to the shop where shawn was trying on sumthing.
i was sooo sad, standing outside the shop waitin for shawn with my untouched icecream cone cos i really didnt want anything but cookie dough. but then shawn, being the awesome gangsta he is went to go get it changed for meeee YAYYYY so i shared my new cone wit him. gelares rocks.

after that i went to get my hair done, got it trimmed abit and did a much needed treatment. then the parents picked me up and we went Outback Steakhouse for dinnerrrrr! its the place where ragi works as an accountant and thanks to her huge discount, we ate like pigs.i had steak, medium rare *mmmm*, battered mushrooms, onion rings, fish and chips, crab patties and a bottle of redwine. after that i went home to change and then met ragi, mal and shawn at chijmes for a little weekend action. had a pint of beer there and then the four of us spontaneously decided to go to gotham, where we kinda entertained ourselves till abt 3. so funnn, i love my staple 3.

*inserts apology to shawn here* you know what forrr..hahahahaha mooo! only best friends can get away wit shit like this but seriously shawny, i owe you one! (actually its more like u owe me one slap) hahahah

after gotham we went home and i died-ed on my bed..was pretty much smashed, its been awhile since the 4 of us clubbed together. loves.

today was pretty normal. i woke up with the WORST cramps ever so i was dying in bed, but the sis was awesome and she camed to manja and make me hot drinks to cheer me up, and the mum and daddy kept heating up the heat pad to place on my tummy so by 5 i was feelin better, so i followed them for dinner at orchard park hotel( the one with the 24 hr swensons in town) and we had this seafood buffet thing. i had my raw fish, of course, wit plently of wasabiiii and then chilli crab and the works. the dessert was pretty good too.

then me and the parents had a drink at the hotel bar. i had my apricot brandy, which i discovered at zouk years back and till now is my absolute favourite drink. the mum had a long island tea (heh) and the daddy had his beer. then we drove home and i came online to plan tmw night wit sal and grace, but we've shifted dinner to tuesday at Cicada, which is the sister restaurant to hacienda. i know what im ordering alreadyyy! :D

tmw's gonna be a longggg day. gotta hand in some marking to my school, then gotta go to SIM wit the mum to pay school fees, then im headin to town to have coffee by myself while i wait for sal to finish work so we can go shoppingggg. i better go sleeep sooon.

haiyahh. i dont feel like blogging already la..its been too long and theres too much to say.

oh. im obsessed with sakae sushi. went there for dinner a few weeks ago with farz, jole and crys and im addicted! im so annoyed that ragi mal and shawn hate japanese food, so luckily i have my manjans that will eat happening food wit me hahaha sal and i decided to meet up last wed so she drove over and picked me up and we went to thomson plaza and had sakae there. YUM. i want now.

okayyyy..im off. Here's to new blogging era.

kisskiss;)

Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me; but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Imma need a better reason
To write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say
Things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin',
Imma need a better reason
To write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be your love suicide
and I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said

Labels: edward mcain- i'll be