daddy bought me kinder bueno, yay:)

AND i found a frozen toblerone in the freezer. today must be my lucky day, OR god just really understands that i need my chocolate since ive been having very little of everything else:(

there wasnt much on tv, so i scrolled thru the countless movie channels and cable and came across 'the hills have eyes'. i vaguely remembered mal and ragi telling me what a shitty movie it was, but nooo, i refused to lsten to the voices in my head telling me that i was just about to waste my time, and i sat down with all my munchies and watched the entire movie. i actually sat thru the whole damn thing mostly because i was too damn lazy to get off the couch, heh. such a dumb show la. no hot boys, not much of a plot(big surprise) and WAAAAY too much blood la. i dont understand how people get a kick out of watching that much gore and violence. its horrible.

i have to sleep soon i guess, gotta force myself. LONG day tmw, but im looking forward to every bit of it..meeting Neo at cityhall around three, we're gonna walk around and bum and slack and explore all cityhall has to offer..my kinda day la. hahah then i'm meetin ragi and all to watch sex and the city..i'm not sure if our sizzler's date is still on, but whatever it is, im sure it'll be an aesome foursome outing.

i better goooo. my brain's not working already. i STILL dont know what to do about my hair la.

:( :(

had a weird day todayyy...spent most of the night watching a new show that alissa recommended to me, and i LOVED it. but unfortunately, me being me, i finished the entire season in one sitting so tonight i have nothing to watch againnnn:( hahahah its called 'Samantha who?' and i tell you, its freakin awesome. watch it! despite all that maliboo has ranted about on her blog, ignore, and come over to the dark sideeeeeeee:)

i spent a long time conditioning my hair in the morning..using this new avocado thing but im so annoyed la..i made this vow to not colour my hair for a LONG time, so like almost 9 months ago, i dyed my hair black at the salon. BUT for some insane reason, the colour slipped and now its all brownish below, and i absolutely HATE that. i mean the reason why i even dyed it black was because i cannot stand the whole roots showing thing..so can u imagine how i feel now? i could just go and get it coloured again but i really dont wanna put anymore chemicals into my hair. so annoying.

i realllyyyy want a change tho. for those of you that know me, u should know ive been trying to grow my hair for the longest time, cos i realllyyy wanna have LONG CURLY hair. like up to my bum. but the process of waiting things out and growing it is just so lechehhh...and i cannot tahan. i feel like i wanna change now..and i was whining to kam yesterday and asking her if i should cut my hair and she's like the only one who gave me a big 'NO!' which made me feel like okayyy..growing my hair thus far has been kinda worth it. hahaha thanks kam hahah ive decided not to cut my hairrr but since i need a change, i might take everyone's advice and just straighten the damn thing.and cut bangs. like i did for fun a few weeks back but not permanently. see how la. but i'm so anti-straightening tho..its such a bitch to maintain. and curly hair is funnnnn..but not at this inbetween stage la. so howwww? should i be patient? i dunno.. :(

i just smsed my sister asking her to buy me chocolate home. called my parents also but they're not picking uppp:( i hope someone buys me goodies la.

so meannnnn! i just called my dad again and he said they were already in the car on the way home and couldnt stop to buy my coke and choccies. :( so EVIL. i dont know how some people can be so cold hearted.

never mind..lucky my sis is gonna give me some coke from her secret storage upstairs:)

okay, im gonna go watch tv for a bit. thursdays are good couchpotato-whore days!

see yaaaa.

i jus went to meet soma and his gf for teh at the prata shop near my house..first time i'm meeting her and she's just sooo funny la! hahaha i really had a nice time, the two of them are the cutest together hahaha its adorable.seeing people like that kinda makes me think that there IS hope for relationships. she's going to europe for holidayyyyyy next week, and i'm most jealous. he's going around the same time to india with his family and I'M gonna be stuck in boring old singapore.but i'll be bumming, so i'm not complaining.

after teh, they walked me back home so she could say hi to my dog..my dog ah, really is the friendliest thing ever hahah such a little fat happy pig of a dog. mmm i'm still abit hyperrr...dunno why. maybe its cos i slept too long?i think yes. haiyahh. HOWWW?there's like nothing good to watch on tv, so what am i gonna dooo.
:(

i just got up..i have no idea how i slept thru the entire day..considering that i didnt even sleep all that late last night! :) im a piggyyyyy. i slept thru everyone's call..sal,mal,shawn hahaha wahh so shiok.

was supposed to meet sal for drinks at timbre today but i cant..no energy la..must travel..then to drink beer also requires a certain amout of energy which surprisingly i cant imagine summoning, for a while. then because i overslept..i missed having lunch with malibuuu..im such a lousy friend some times la:( haiyah sorry maliboobyyyyyyyyy. makeit up to youuu. maybe i'll pop by for ur happy little pizza party tonight and say hellooo..cos now that i'm awake, i'm so damn bored la. so damn bored and hyper.

i've been having nice dreams man..not the same as the one on the hills muahahah but still..very exciting and real dreams..i guess thats why i sleep so long, cos im really enjoying myself in my slumber hahaha u know..for all u know..maybe i am drifting off into another place wheer there's no worries and no heartaches..just many many happy things to dream about. mmmm. now i'm looking forard to bedtime again.

i wonder where the parents went..i hope they bring home yummy food and not like soup or porridge or some sickfood like that..cos my appetite's back and i'm ready to attack all the food i havent had for like two weeks.

anyway, before i go and call malibu to see if i'm really invited to be extra to her pizza partyy...even tho i already ate, i can provide my amazing company:)

hahahaha yeaps anyway. tmw, watcha channel U at 8 pm, and guys, vote for Shawn Kishore! he's in the running to be the top bartender, and i think he could use all the support he can get. ive seem him do his stuff, and he's prety amazing so u wont be wrong to vote for him! :)

alright..gonna go now, tata!

HOW WILL I SURVIVE?

EVERY damn show that i'm into, had its LAST episode last weeeeeek
:( Cannot laa...i rushed home today early-ish somemore, just so i could watch my gossipgirl, one tree hill and how i met your mother. but they're all done until like..september!:( HOW CAN? cannot la. i cannot survive on just the television itself..s'pore is so backdated. BOO.

today's been so frustrating enough as it is..i went to the polyclinic to get more meds so that i can completely clear my flu, (yes shawn's nagging actually got to me) and i was stuck there for like hours la! the queue was ridiculously long, and when i finally registered and got my number, i had to wait outside the damn doctor's room for like almost two hours. wtf? he was taking forever with each patient..and taking forever even when there was no patient in the room. i mean, just because its a POLYCLINIC and its meant for the average public who dont wanna waste their money seeing private doctors, it doesnt mean we should have to wait like dogs for hours and hours while the doctors do god knows what inside. im sure there's a way they can make it more efficient and cut down on the waiting time. ridiculous la..by the time i saw the doctor, i was boiling mad. and then he refuses to give me any more antibiotics, instead he just dumps this cough syrup prescription on me and tells me i'm fine. and there i was coughing like a fool with lungs so full of crap...but no, apparently thats OKAY to him. ass.

and THEN. after i got my meds and paid my bill (that queue also was one helluva long journey) after thaaaat..i go outside, and DROP my bag of meds..and of course, knowing my luck, the syrup bottle was made of the cheapest glass ever, so it broke, all over everything in my bag..which happened to have these yummy gourmet chocs that i had just bought. so i had to go BUY new syrup..and washaway all the stickiness from the stuff in the bag and all over my hands. :(

lucky the rest of the day went pretty well...i met eli at cityhall and we went to have salmon caesar salad, which i LOVE, and then chris came to meet us and the three of us shopped abit, and then sat down at coffeee bean and had coffee. me and eli had our dulce de leche..which the minahs at SB cannot pronounce for nuts. but still, its a damn good drink, so i was happy.

whining with eli makes me happier. i cant wait for the day when we DONT have to whine anymore, but till then, my kokocrunch partner in crime is pretty damn awesome. birthday coming soon also horrrrr? mwahahah. stripper alert. :)

okay la. im gonna see if there's ANYTHING to watch at all..couchpotato-whore needs her daily dosage, now.

i was just telling ragi about the awesome dream that i had...maaaaan. if i could only close my eyes and be back there, even if it was only a dream, it was gorgeous. its been a while, and i miss.

after i got back from lunch just now, i bummed online for a bit, and then went to watch Family Guy on tv..they're showing old episodes, whats new. i think i've watched every show there is to watch la. ok here's a list, just to prove how i have way too much time on my hands.

veronica mars
one tree hill
gossip girl
sex and the city
ugly betty
how i met your mother
the office
greys anatomy
private practice
dirt
dirty sexy money
cashmere maffia

and mind you...when i say ive watched these shows, i mean ive watched all the seasons, right up to the most recently released episodes.

i wish i hadnt tho...cos i'd do anything to watch them all again for the first time. mannn..i'm such a couchpotato-whore.

anyway as i was sayinggg...after Family Guy, i felt abit lazy so i took a nap...and ended up sleeping for almost 3 hours while my parents went to the countryclub and came back, all while i was happily knocked out in my bed.
dreaming.
dreaming awayyyy.

mannn..i hope i dream the same thing when i sleep later tonight. :)

I love you
but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
Im begging please
stop playing games

I dont know what this is
cos you got me good
just like you knew you would

I dont know what you do
but you do it well
I’m under your spell


You got me begging you for mercy
why wont you release me
you got me begging you for mercy
why won't you release me
I said release me

Now you think that I
will be something on the side
but you got to understand
that i need a man
who can take my hand yes i do

I dont know what this is
but you got me good
just like you knew you would

I dont know what you do
but you do it well
Im under your spell

-Mercy by Duffy; im pretty much in love with this song, shes a white artiste but her voice, its amazing. She's got the whole amy winehouse vibe going on, minus the drugs, so if u havent heard of her already, go check her out.

'I love you
but i gotta stay true
my morals got me on my knees
I'm begging please
stop playing games'

it's so damn HOT. i met malibu for lunch at thomson..i went to the shop to meet her first so i could see all the new doggies, and ohmy goodness. there were these two little chihuahua-like puppies that were clinging to eachother, and whining their tiny asses off..so cute la. And then diesel came hounding me *ahem* i'll not even go into the reason why.. hahah anyway i got traumatized and dragged mal out of the shop so we could go eat cos i was starrrvviingggg.

i wanted to go thomson plaza for my popiah, but unfortunately, me and malibu together are like laziness personified, so we decided to eat at Longhouse, which is just next to the petshop..and i ended up getting nasi lemak, which i couldnt finish..story of my life these days..whats happening to my appetiteeeee:( and mal got her mee siam, which looked pretty damn good.
manjan stall owner as being abit of a friendly weirdo so we decided to change tables..he was askin me very excitedly if i was indian and what not and i was very tempted to tell him one big story but then mal was there and i figured i'd get lectured so i just shuttup and we moved to another table hahah

was supposed to meet chris in townnnn..to bum, maybe play pool..but its so hot and i really had no energy to do anything but come home..but i made plans to meet him tmw so i'm gonna sleep early and make sure i dont get all lazy tmw cos he's leaving soooooon to go back to aussie.

me and malibooby had an interesting lunch..i'm loving my girls la..i think its only with these few that i can sit down and talk about absolutely anything with..and not have to like make polite conversation to cover up the uncomfortable silence..i HATE that. in fact..i think i'm pretty much incapable of talking to people that i'm not comfortable with. which is whyyy i love my awesome foursome, cos we can talk about absolutely anything and everything and it just never gets stale.

sri came over yesterdayyy..i left my sunnies in his car the week b4 and he knows how i CANNOT survive without them, so the kind boy came to drop them at my place...then i dragged him to follow me to buy icecream cos ive been sick and deprived and i reallly needed one..but when i bought it, i took a few bites and then lost my appetite so my happy fat dog got to enjoy the rest of it hahah

i'm gonna go bum for a whileee...hope there's good stuff on tv today!:)

oh and malibooobyyy...NOW i understand about that damn annoying manjan kid at your shop today. OH MY GAWD. i think if i had stayed longer, i would have smacked her myself. i swear..fat annoying brats shouldnt be allowed to play/torture animals like that..i was soooo scared she was going to pop the poor dog into her mouth any moment. i hope nothing catastrophic happened after i left for home heh.

oh well..my prayers are with the poor tiny white dog she was mauling away at.

okaaaay...so i was talking to Jiv and we were randomly talking about silly things like how we wanna open a bar, and then i started thinking abt what i wanna do, and what i wanted to do a year ago..and then i decided to look through the old posts on my blog..mannn. wow. ONE year ago..last may, and my post was all about how happy i was wit mani and how things were going good hahaha its so weird huh? like im glad we broke up, for him and for me, cos i can see that we're both much happier now, but it goes to show how things really can just change..so whats gonna be different in my life one year from now? i'm scared to even think about it man.

So i can finally blog again. ive been wanting to write for a long time, but i got so sick of my old blog, and its bright colours, and everytime i logged in to start an entry, i lost track of what i had to say. i guess you can kinda say, i got blinded by all the merry colours. i like looking at things in their shadows now, and this, my new blog, shall be a shadow of my old one. Even with the pink and purple here and there, i still think its bleak, and functional, and i yearn to bore myself with many many posts, and if you like what i have to say, then i guess i'll be boring you too:)

and before i forget, THANK YOU SARAH:)
you truly are a blog goddess, and i owe you one. actually i think i owe you more, considering how fickle i was last night hahaha *mwaaah*

anyways..just a quick updateeee. i'm still waiting for school to start in Sept, so meanwhile i'm doing my spanish class, driving, and loafing around enjoying the abundance of free time i'm suddenly blessed with.

i'm giving tuition as well and umm..thats been interesting. hahah the agent gave me like THREE tuitions around the hougang/Sengkang area and last saturday was the first time i went to Hougang, after like YEAR. hahahah felt so..oddd man! my bus turned at Hougang Ave 10 somemore! so i had to get off there and walk to the train station to train down to meet Jas in town..and walking there was just-so-weird. but i did it, and made my way to town where me and Jas had yummy pastamaniaaaaa, YUM:)

oohhhhh...congratulations babygirl;)
training starts tmw right? dont be nervous, you'll completely rock it, and then we can meet soon for dinner and you can tell me all the goss, *mwaaaah*

I better go sleeep, i wanted to stay home tmw but i ended up making quite a few plans la, meeting malibu for lunch, then i'm supposed to meet chris for a bit cos he's down from Aussie, just until Sat, and then i'm meeting sal for coffee in town. that girl, is always trying to convince me to drink with her, i swear, i dont know how some of these manjans have like an insane alcohol tolerance la! but i settled on coffeeee only, and i think she's finally given up hahahah :)

Cant wait for Friday!!!! we have our Sex and the City+Sizzler's dinner date! i'm SO looking forward to it laaaa.

i'm liking these outings of the awesome foursome.

k k..i'm going to wash my face now. OOOH my nails are freshly apple-red, and i'm loving them.

byeeeeeeee!

this raginiii very naughty la..expose my FAKE middle name all on her blog, tsk. im so jealous mannnn..was just talking to her and she was telling me about her dinner at this italian place and how she had a smoked salmon sandwich. SMOKED SALMON. i absolutely love. i just ate bytheway..so i dont know HOW i can actually still be thinking about food but seriously. i spent hours lazing at home today..did a bit of laundry, then tucked myself on the couch and watched supernatural plus hours of the asian food channel. watched this show about quesadilas and then i was so inspired and slightly hungry so i went to the fridge to see if i could find the ingredients to whip up somethin similar, but all i found was frozen prata, cheese, a slice of ham and some chopped onions and lettuce so i made do with that, and honestly, it was quite yum. amd considering making that tmw for malibu'spot luck party at her houseeeee. of course i'll have to minus the ham(ragi) and minus the onions(shawn) so yeah. need to find some new ingredients to add so it wont be so blah next to malibu's happening nachos dish;)

am gonna do a little wardrobe cleaning nowww...ive been in a bit of a nesting mood lately..dont really like going out late cept for lunch dates and yummy dinners, or basically hanging with the family or the fantastic 4(ragi,siva,shawny and mal) and ive been organising my stuff so i'll be ready when school starts. hence me staying at home today, lazing away and doing a little work here and there.

i gotta wake up early and go over to mal's house by ten cos we're taking her gorgeous dog simba to the beach..i cant wait, i LOVE the beach and its the ideal way that i'd wanna spend my saturday. after that i gotta come home and make sumthin for mal's dinner, and then im going to the country club with the parents and brotherinlaw cos ive really gotta stick to this gym routine, plus i wanna swim!!!!! i love swimmingggggg, plus ive got a few new swimwear:) hahah shopping rocks la.

then then then..after that my parents are gonna drop me at mal's so i can slack with the awesome foursome for a bit.

k im gonna go see whats on tv, then im gonna start organizing my closet. theres so much stuff in there, i really dont know why i bother shopping sometimes man.

toodles:)

p/s Jason, i love you back:)

holidays are made for sleeping in, and i had every intention of keeping to that sacred tradition until shawn and mal proposed a plan for today that got me wide awake and jumping outta bed in the wee hours of today. lunch wit TRISTON at dempseyyyyyyy. hahah so yeah we decided to meet at 12 and take the fatty and his mummy to dempsey brunch, which i have been going on and on about since the last time i brunched there and i think they finally saw what i was going on about today. P.S.Cafe completely is a weekend afternoon-lazeaway-eat gorgeous food-and spend quality time together place and i love. and yes..waking up at 11am is considered wee hours by my standards. esp when i was so damn sleepy from last night:(
mal and shawny picked my up before 12, then we picked ragi and headed over to steffie's to pick the two munchkins up hahah we brought triston into the go-go sumthin i forgot its name la..and let him play in the ball-thingy-place while we oggled at him and took many fotos. oh. and me and ragi took one absolutely AWESOME foto together:) hahah uh-huh. so awesome. hahahahahaha

malibuuu..upload ur piccccsss!!! its been agessss..u have ur husband's bday pics and the gotham pics and the chijmes pics and todays pics and i want. u cannot keep the camwhore waiting high and dry like this:(

they just dropped me home..i brought triston back for a while to let him say hi to my parents..then sent him and stef bck into the car and they're all gonna go to their respective houses to get their swimwear to go swimming at the condo and i was SUPPOSED to go but i just called stef and cancelled cos ive got dinner with my mum at six and im thinking it would be too much of a rush but im so SADDDDDDD that im missing the swimming part-ayyyyyyy. haiyahhh!

ok la i haveta go get ready for dinner. i love hyatt buffets!:) after brunch, i dont know how im gonna have space but i'll find space
somehowww

ok gotta go byeeee

i saw triston todayyyyyy!!!! :) i had sum errands to do so after i was done, i headed down to steffie's place to see the little munchkin for a while..and aunty nancy was so bogged down with her tuition, she asked me to take the little boy to the playground, by MYSELF! which i was abit anxious about doing cos anyone who knows me knows that im not exactly a little baby person cos they're so tiny and im not really very gentle hahah but tristonnn..haiyahhh..how to say noooo? so i brought him and omg..so cuteee..played wit him on the little merry-go-round thingy and the rocking thingy and then jumped him up and down on the stools and then we put flowers beind our ears which was veryyyy amusing until the pumpkin tried to eat his flower : hahahah yeaaap. then when i decided to take him back, he was so lazy and tired he just stretched out his hands and insisted i carry him all the way back. i think my rms are officially abit more toned now. hahahha mmm so that was my day with him:)

then i went down to cityhall to meet ragi for dinnerrrr..and walked all the way from the mrt to MILLENIA WALK which is an unbelievably CRAZY distance, and when i finally got to Outback Steakhouse, i swear i was so worn out i felt worse than i did after gymming with shawn. eeek. and today was supposed to be a slack day. BUT dinner was awesome and sooo worth it. me and ragi shared this shrimp and mushroom pasta and we had calamari, and then we topped it off with the soft cookie and icecream dessert, which really, is the BEST ive had in a while. it rivals the desserts at P.S.Cafe at dempsey, mmhmmm.

after that sivalam joined us and he me and ragi slacked at the booth and waited for malibu and shawn to drive down...then they came and they had dinner. shawn ordered fish and chips, battered mushrooms and mal had her seafood pasta and calamari and i stoleee some from them even tho i was damn full from my own food, SO NOW IM SUPER FULL and dying on my bed:)

after outback we got into mal's car and they decided to watch a movie but i was too drained from my afternoon in the park with triston and my walk from cityhall to millenia walk so i decided to come home, and here i ammmm all ready for bed:)

tmwwwwwwwwwwwwww..i cant wait. lunch at dempsey with shawn, mal, ragi, stef and all and TRISTONNNNN. i hope we go P.S.Cafe cos the brunh there is totally awesome and i already know what i wanna order.

kkkk im gonna stop rambling now and get back to stoning.

LOVES!