Confessions of
an indian drama queen
'Men are from mars, women are from snickers'
heheheh.
i gotta say, its lame..but i love it.
its so true, isnt it? we're really from two completely different worlds tho..there are just too many times when i wonder what the hell is happening in the 'other' one's head, and i think and i think and try and analyze, but to no avail. there's really no point..i used to tell myself that there was no point trying to find answers, when i didnt even know what the questions were, but then, like a bomb dropping on my head, i realise there's no point trying to find the answers when honestly, there are none.
at the risk of sounding sexist, i have to say, men are quite stupid, clueless, ignorant; pick and choose the more suitable option for your boy but im guessing one of those three will suffice.
i'm sick of trying to figure out whats happening..i'm really finally quite done with it, and ive been for a while but i guess today is declaration day for me, and i wanna shout it out loud to the whole world, i'm DONE.
ok, i'm done with the jaded-ness.
on a sadder note, i've been struck with the flu again. yes, AGAIN. remember just recently, i went thru the two-week torture of a high fever and coughing and throwing up incessantly? well i think god decided that that wasnt enuff, and maybe it's cos i didnt stick to my quiting smoking thing, so karma came around and bit me in the ass and made me too sick to even THINK about smoking:(
friday was spent tuitioning, and then i decided to be a good girl and stay home and rest and save my energy, since i had a full day of tuition on saturday, and many many plans for the night. BUT as fate would have it..i ended up spending my weekend not even at home, but at the hospital:(
woke up on sat, after a night of tossing and turning, and i INSISTED on going to tuition cos hell, its my money-maker at this point and saturdays are my jackpot cos i have tuition after tuition..so i left at ten and went for my first tuition at hougang. daddy drove me, and i threw up in the car. but nooo...i didnt listen to my body and i still insisted on going ahead..so i went to give tuition until after about an hour, i had to throw up again so i threw up inthe poor tuition kid's toilet:(
then i decided i really wasnt superwoman, so i called my dad to fetch me, and cancelled the rest of my tuitions:(
came home to sleep...eneded up throwing up like 8 more times..i couldnt even retain water..and that, i tell you, is not a good feeling. so by evening i had to be taken to A&E cos i mean the fact is that there was no way i could heal if i wasnt even able to keep my medicine down, right? A&E was not as bad as i thought..i usually hate hospitals and doctors but after the three injections and the drip, i was feeling much better and thankful that i wasnt gonna puke myself to death, heh.
so THAT, was my exciting weekend.
and now, i leave, to wash off my face masque and to go bug my sister for awhile. ta!