Creo que hay un, no estoy sequra todavia.

it feels like something's different, yet i cant quite put my finger on it. kinda feels like the balance has shifted abit, and i'm not very sure if its really a mistake yet, or just the way things are meant to be. the thing with me is, i get numb. and that stops me from doing the things i should, or perhaps saying things i should say. instead i pull away, hide, and take solace in the fact that god is watching so if its meant to work out, it will.

i had a lazy day today, so lazy in fact, i think i put regular couch potatos to shame heh. i dont even know what time i finally got out of bed, but then after a nice cold shower and a bit of cleaning, i was back in bed with my monkey jacket and my precious laptop.

i digress for second to say, to whoever invented the internet, muchas gracias. i dont know WHAT i'd do on rainy days, if i didnt have this magic.

anywayyy. the only form of exercise i did today was to walk out and get a pack of ciggies with my sis, and then we had a teh at the pratashop so i guess all the calories i lost with the walk, i gained back with the teh. hehhh. oh but the one productive thing i did today was to finish my drawing, yayyy. sometimes i wish i could just hop inside one of my drawings, you know? run away to that magic fairyland with the friendly giants and perfect princes, even the goblins would be a breathe of fresh air, away from here. i think i need a holiday again. really. just need to get out and clear my head before school starts.

ive been reading up on my spanish, so excuse the 'action step senorita' as eli would call it hahahah but seriously this helps me remember leh. so bear wit it.
its so weird how a few people have told me recently that i really seem to be living in my head, and i realized that its actually quite true. but like sal said, its not exactly a bad thing. i kinda like living in my head..and im happy most of the time, so why not? in fact you
can join me and esta en su casa. i think you might like it:)

anyways..tmw's gonna be a nice slack day as well..ive only got to get up around 12 and get some stuff done, then head over for tuition at gardens, and then go for dinner with the rest. holland again. i used to hang out there SO MUCH a few years back, and then for some reason i stopped,but sal and all have been loyal ever since. ive started again tho..and i'm loving it. i hope they dont renovate it too much and make it like every other place in singapore. i mean honestly, i still love dempsey but its just becoming toooo popular for my liking. sometimes when u wanna get away with ur friends and have dinner and a couple of drinks, u dont wanna have to bump into the whole world, and thats exactly what happens nowadays when u go to dempsey or clark quay or thereabouts. so yes, im loving holland, for its ambience, the people who hang out there and the tons of gorgeous food they have thereeee, my next target is the steak at harrys. oh yes. cantwait for tomorrow!

Se hace tarde. i better be getting some sleep.

*Hablo muy poco espanol, so lo siento. Hasta luego;)