i still believe in forever, i really do. for some reason i dont ever get jaded..maybe its the fairytale princess wannabe in me but i truly think that everything will be okay in the end, and i just pass my time while waiting for that to happen.

spent wednesday frivolously. i met my hameni and we did sum shopping in fareast. (nothing works better than retail therapy) and then me and her went to cathay for dinner..joanne came to meet us and then we headed over to plaza sing to have some wine..im not a fan of red wine but i must say, that bottle was pretty damn yum. then pearl joined us, and eli left cos she had work the next day..and java boy picked us up and we headed over to clark quay to go to gotham cos we decided against o bar finally. met up with john there and we 5 entered gotham..i saw shawny and alisaa and all theree soo it really was a pretty awesome random clubbing night laa. me and jo and all got sooooooooooooo freakkinnn flying high hahahaha and then yeah. the rest of the bights pretty much abit blurry. i feel bad, but i just reallly needed a super-high-and-dont-care about anythin or anyone night..i know its not healthy but ive been so freaking careful and good girl for the past how many months, so i think i deserved this short release,whatever the repercussions are.

anyway. i spent yesterday with the family..went to the countryclub for a bbq, which was pretty awesommmee..then we had a drink at the lounge and then drove home..today's pretty promising. i was supposed to have tuition but my kid's not well so its been postfoned..so im pretty much freeee, yay. ive got a hair appointment later at 5, and then im meeting my hameni in townnn to mc-cafe and slack and do an early night..sal's meetin us for abit too and ragi may come down after she goes to see tristonnn. speakin of which, i havent gone to see that pumpkin in agesss. soon soon.

alrightt..im gonna go hunt for food cos my tummy's rumbling and im really starving. later!